I'm fucking bored

"I'm watching deal or no deal with your grandma fucking bored" Both the song lyric from a song by MC purple duck and LaLohan as LaLiz so perfectly describe my current state of mind, I can't stand it. I'm trying to be pro active about this. more action, less talk. The problem is, when you're in a rut, the hardest thing to do is find your way out. One thing is certain : I want to make some BIG changes. Lifestyle, housing, even possibly physical location (ie, another state) and job. I'm drowning but I'm acting like I can't swim. I can swim. Maybe I'm not the strongest swimmer. maybe I'm not the fastest swimmer. I can swim. I will swim. Drowning isn't an option.

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